Monday, December 29, 2014

Happy New Year Everyone

In two days time it will be a brand new year.  And I have a few changes to make to my life. I just hope I'm going to be strong enough to make them.  I know if I make them I will be happy in the long run.  I'm one of these people who don't like changes, the make me very nervous.

So wish my luck everyone.

I wish everyone a very HAPPY NEW YEAR, may all your dreams and wishes come true.

Wednesday, December 24, 2014

wishing you a merry Christmas


Monday, December 22, 2014


At this time of year when most people are celebrating the Christmas season. 
I feel so broken. 

Monday, December 15, 2014

The siege is over.

Early this morning the siege in Sydney was over.  With two of the hostages being killed and the man who was holding the hostages being shot.
I has become clear that he was known to the police.
To the two hostages that were kill my thoughts and prayers are with your family at this time.  For the hostages that got out I hope in time you will be able to get on with your life.
Lets today be thankful for what we have and give our love one that extra hug and kisses.
Yes its over but I not know if it will be forgotten any time soon...........

Sunday, December 14, 2014

What is the world coming too

One of 20 people taken hostage inside a Sydney cafe this morning has been seen running her thumb across her throat.
Amateur footage from Martin Place in the CBD shows the woman make the gesture as she and other hostages are forced to stand against the windows of the Lindt cafe.
It's been suggested the hostages were made to make the gesture by their captive, believed to be a solo gunman holding a handgun.
The hostages have also been forced to hold a black Islamic flag in the cafe's window reading "no god worthy of worship except Allah and Muhammad is his messenger".
The alarm was raised about 9.45am after witnesses saw the armed man.
Heavily-armed police have shut down large areas of the CBD.


We don't see this often in Australia, but when we do I think we stop as a nation and take a deep breath in.

I hope those hostages will be safe and it will end soon.  I cant imagine what they are going through.  
I can tell you now they will never be the same again.
Prayers, love and hope to you all.

Sunday, November 30, 2014

Christmas just around 24 days

With Christmas only 24 days away.  I'm wondering why we spend so much money on trying to make our kids happy, for just one day, I crazy isn't it.
I just can't get into Christmas this year. I work everyday and I'm just so tired at the end of the day to even think about what my kids want for Christmas.  The worst thing is they are really excited and I'm just not.
At one time I use to spend so much money and buy a lot of presents,  Now they want things that cost a lot of money, and they only get one or two things under the tree.
By the time you get everyone around the tree 5 minutes later they are trying out what we got for them.  Doesn't seem to as fun anymore now they are getting older.

Saturday, November 8, 2014

Getting ready for Christmas

Oh did I say that word, CHRISTMAS yes I did.
In Adelaide where I live we just had a Christmas Pageant,
where there are a lot of different floats which are very beautiful
and magical to see, and the last float is Santa's and at the back
of his float he has a lot of presents in a big bag, just to let children
its not very long until Christmas is here.
For me is has been a very fast year for me, I have been so busy with
work, that before I knew it Christmas is around the corner.
When the Christmas Pageant comes to town that when a lot of people
start to decorate the house and put the Christmas tree up and the light on
the house.
So this week of going to be very busy with work and getting the house ready
for Christmas.  And that means buying presents for my kids and waiting in the
long queues, but worth it to see the look on my children s faces as they open the
gifts at Christmas.
We are our last month of Spring or when Christmas comes around it will be Summer
which brings very  very hot days.  Lots of trips to the beach and swimming pools and
don't forget the BBQ, which is one of my favorite things to have.
What about you what do you do to prepare your family for Christmas season??? I would
really like to know!!!!    

Thursday, October 30, 2014

Happy Halloween

Those that celebrate Halloween in Australia tonight have a great time.  And to my American friend who celebrate tomorrow night have a fun and enjoy yourselves.
And remember please keep you and your children safe.

Tuesday, October 28, 2014

Dogs dress up for Halloween

Spiderdog: This furry tarantula shows off all 12 legs in this well attended dog parade in New York City With Halloween coming up in a couple of days, I couldn't resist showing these dogs all dress up ready for trick or treating. Oh boy they are so darn cute.
ANYONE GOT A TREAT???? See food?: This hungry little lobster wowed in red at the Halloween parade attended by thousands Unipup: This adorable unicorn with wings flew down from the sky to walk on the Earth among the dogs Need a paw? This adorable gettup of two dogs carrying a box was a highlight at the dog-studded event Cerberus: Cerberus the three headed dog took a break from guarding the underworld to attend the parade The Popey: The pope left the Vatican just to make a special appearance at this year's Halloween dog parade 

Saturday, October 25, 2014

Your Opinion

I have been doing this blog for over a year now and i haven't got that many comments, was just wondering why you don't comment on my blog.
Because I really would like your opinion big or small.

Thursday, October 23, 2014

Cheating on someone

I'm watching Big Brother Australia, and getting so angry at what I'm seeing.
With Lawson and Cat, I'm so sick of seeing him getting upset then going back
to Cat.
I hope his girlfriend has dump him.  I feel so sorry for her, because its not just
a few people who has seen it, its everyone in Australia who is watching Big Brother.
Last night Lawson was talking with Cat about leaving Big Brother, and once again Cat
thinks of herself and then its all about her, why she isn't thinking about Lawson girlfriend
on the outside just makes me so upset.  I think Lawson should leave, he brings nothing to
Big Brother in my opinion. Let him leave and face the music i say.
I agree with everything Jason said in his goodbye message to everyone, but the only person
is upset was Lawson, did it change things NO.
Being Cheated on is never a good idea, and never on T.V.
What do you think about whats going on in Big Brother? What do you of Lawson and Cat?
Please comment below and tell me what you think.

Thursday, October 16, 2014


Spring is here and we have had some beautiful weather, but next week is set to be very hot, and I'm wondering where has spring gone, because it looks like summer wants to come now.
I say hold on summer I'm not ready for you yet.

On the news they are telling us in Australia we are going to have a very hot summer.  I don't do well in Summer. I would be happy if it get here later not sooner.

Wednesday, October 8, 2014

Scary faces

With Halloween coming up my daughter wanted to practice doing our make up.  Now i think even with all that make up on miss nine still looks cute. lol  What do you think????

Now me i do look scary, I even scared myself in the mirror. lol

There are a lot more Australians doing Halloween then then ever before.  But i think my daughter just likes to get dress up and go to different houses to get lollies.
I would love to know how you who celebrate Halloween do you do and how you decorate your house, and do you get dress up??

Please let me know....

Saturday, September 27, 2014

Australia on Alert

The words I never wanted to say.  Terrorism is here in Australia.
It was one thing to watch it in other Countries and feel sorry for them,
and think how lucky we are to live in Australia and not to worry or be
on Alert.  But here we are scared and afraid and on edge wondering whats
going to happen next.

Why to people hate and whats make them want to kill because we don't believe
in what they do.  I don't like this feeling this being scared all the time, I'm wondering
when the next attack is going to be.

The government tells us to go on with our lives and not to let the terrorist win.  But haven't
they already won be entering Australia and starting trouble.

What are you thoughts on  this please let me know what you think.

Tuesday, September 23, 2014

Big Brother Australia

Gemma-profileGemma was the first one from Big Brother Australia to be evicted last night.  What did you think of the eviction  and how went about it.
Did you think it was a bit like high school bullying??
Let me now what you think........

Sunday, September 21, 2014


I went to church today with my daughter and we haven't been for a very long time, and I thought i would be judge by not going every week.  I was surprise to be welcome with open arms.

I felt strange but good at the same time, strange because i haven't been for so long, good because i wasn't judge for how long i was away from church.

And its made me want to go back again next week....

I wont go into why i left for so long.  I came back because of my daughters and I'm glad i did.

I think at this time in the world at the moment its good to believe in something, maybe if people believe more in God there wouldn't be so much war or fighting...

That's just my opinion but what about you tell me what you think.....

Tuesday, September 16, 2014

Sick Kids and me

My 9 year old was sick all last week with a high fever, bad cough, and sore throat.  After having a week off last week my 17 and 14 year old are sick this week, as well as me, but i still have to get up each morning and go to work, so by the time i get home I'm so tired and all i want to do is go to bed.

But there are thing to be done like cleaning and cooking dinner and making sure everyone is ok before i fall into bed.  I'm on to my third day of being sick and i cant stop cough even cough medicine isn't helping.
Any ideas on what might help my cough go away?????

Would really like to hear your comments.......

Sunday, September 14, 2014

The Royal Show Tragedy

Every year we have The Royal Adelaide show its normally for one week but we were celebrating 150 years so it was on for two weeks.

Last Friday an eight year girl died while riding on a very scary ride that goes around really fast and goes up and down, you are strapped in a harness so you cant fall out.

The little girl wanted to go on this ride so her mother brought her a ticket the guy that was selling the ticket asked if she was tall enough to on the ride, and asked how old so was.  The mother lied to the guy and said that she was 14 year old, and because the girl was wearing high hill shoe she was just tall enough to go on the ride.  So just so we are all on the same page the girl she very skinny......

So when the ride got really fast the girl come out of her harness and was hanging on with her body flying like a rag doll in the air, until she could n hold on any more and flow in the air about ten feet high and drop to the ground.  She was barely breathing on the way to the hospital she died.....

My friends daughter saw it all and saw the little girl just barely breathing on the ground and she has to live with the image for the rest of her life.

I think of that girls mother who lied to get her on the ride, and what she would be going through at this time, i don't think she will ever for give herself for lying.

I would rather disappoint my daughter and say no to going on such a ride and have her with me then lying and not having her.

Thursday, September 11, 2014

What makes you believe in God??

This question has been asked many time and in many different ways?

Through the years i have wondered if God is real, and if he is why is there so much hatred in the world?

Why are there so many wars and people who just want to rule everyone and everything.

There are countries where there isn't enough food to go around.....

So many questions so few answers...

So i ask you again What makes you believe in God????

Please let me know what you think...

Tuesday, September 2, 2014

High Cholesterol

I went to the doctors and found out i had high cholesterol and was told to change the way i eat.
And that means giving up everything i love like chocolates, cake, chips etc etc etc.

So I'm wondering and hoping if anyone who comes to and has a look at my blog will have any idea on food that i can eat and still not feel that of miss out on those food that i have to give up.

And i would love some feedback on how you cope with it...

Tuesday, August 26, 2014


Day two.
After the doctors sent my friends daughter home, which to them was a big surprise.
All the doctor would say is she is better off at home.....Really that really surprise me as this was her second attempt at killing herself.

They did however give my friend some numbers to call.  And she has been trying to contact, and as yet nothing.

So while her daughter lays in her bloodly sheets and doesn't say one word to anyone, which to me is so worrying.

My friend has taken all the tablets and hide them where her daughter cant find them, but what about the knifes she used to cut herself.  My friends don't sleep until her daughter goes to sleep because they are afraid of what might happen.

I think her need to go to hospital and be admitted to the psychic hospital to be watch over and for someone to talk to her because whatever is wrong with her she needs to let it out.

Monday, August 25, 2014


I've just left my friend about half an hour ago, who shared with me some very bad news.....

At the start of the day i rang my friend and ask if she still wanted to go out with me, she said yes but not for long. She has been sick for a while, so i put it down to her having a painful day.

I have to go to work for half an hour, then the doctors,and finally seeing my friend, I was running late thanks to the doctors, and was trying to ring and text her to try and tell her that. I couldn't get though so i thought i would just and see if she was there and she was.

She had been there for a while and left her phone at home, and she needed to go to the toilet, before we had reach the she said her daughter had tried to take her own life the night before.  Well it was like someone a slap me across the face really hard, she couldn't say more until she got out the toilet, and i had so man questions.

After that i ask my friend to seat down so we can talk, and that's just what we did she told me everything that happen.

The thing that so hard to understand is that the daughter doesn't know why she tried to take her own life.  And my friend is like how can i help my daughter if she doesn't know why she even did it.

As a friend i so wish i could help find out the answers to that question, but I'm at a lost to know how to help.

The  scary thing is it was one of her friends that told my friend that her daughter was trying to kill herself.  If it wasn't for that boy that done the right thing it would have been a very different story.